Tennis star Andre Agassi’s disclosure that he took a drug known as crystal meth and got away with it, is only one of the startling revelations in a new autobiography. What Agassi has to say about tennis is also pretty startling.

He says that it was sport that he didn’t choose and couldn’t escape from, and adds that it was a life that often made him feel empty and depressed, despite having earned close to a 100 million dollars from it.

For both Steffi Graf, his wife, and Andre, tennis isn’t what it used to be.